#4 // the struggles of programming....

march 16th, 2026

ok. i love learning new things, but programming is a WHOLE different breed :sob: i took discovering comp sci last year so i understand the basic of programming, but MAN is it terrifying to try and actually put the pieces together... literally tried learning c++ and WHAT THE FUUUUCK i hate it!! was it a bit bold for me to do with only being decent at javascript? yes absolutely! so now i'm gonna maybe continue learning python from where i left off in comp sci last year... i did get a huge ass python book a few months ago so maybe i should crack that open :p another thing is actually finding a project to work on! like sure i have my website, but there's only soooo much i can do with it without having a backend (which is scary). i'm sure i'll find something i'm interested in enough and start programming away, but until then i am stuck sigh... ok goodbye for now :]